Finally it's over. Has been an annus most horribilis. Colossal mistake, depression, sickness, hate and fear, desperation, nervous breakdown, homeless. but ended among best of friends, a most awesome trip in the beginning of the year, coupled by another that was most enjoyable. Most beloved actors gone. Another company merge that's not for the better. An infatuation (how did it happen? and now I remember a chance encounter years back that reminded me of the English Patient "When we meet those we fall in love with, there is an aspect of our spirit that is historian, a bit of a pedant, who imagines or remembers a meeting when the other had passed by innocently, just as Clifton might have opened a car door for you a year earlier and ignored the fate of his life." wow!)
Xmas among friends who assembled the dinning set for me and watched Rogue One. Enjoyable afternoon and evening. Love these guys! Great food (chicken adobo), roaring fire. Stoned at new year's eve.
so now, at the very least, 2 years of the colossal mistake.